Tuesday, December 28, 2010


Today is an especially crappy day.
I'm just feeling really low and just overly sucky.
I have just found out that one of my FWBs went on a date last night, and I am horrendously jealous. How ridiculous is that?

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

So Now That the Introduction Is Out of the Way...

It's really hard doing this journaling thing.
These mood swings make it almost impossible.
When I'm in a rage, I'm definitely not wanting to sit down and type out my feelings (partially for fear of breaking my keyboard).
Then when I want to sit down and type it out, it's pretty much played out.
It no longer seems important.
I guess I'm going to have to force myself to use the journaling when it's going to help.
That's obviously when I'm in the middle of a "dysregulation."
Haha. Yes, I've been reading The Buddha and the Borderline.
It's insane to read something that literally feels like I wrote it.